I really don't want to because I don't like to fail at things.
I've been trying to take inspiration from people who 1930s/1940s lifestyles 24/7.
For instance Juffrouw Jo Hedwig Teeuwisse. Who I've seen on some youtube videos like this one,
Off subject but I am in love with her flat it is just perfect.
I would love to live like her but I think my problem is that I live with other people who aren't old-fashioned like me and still use modern things and eat modern food.
I'm not trying to make excuses for myself but I think that is the reason this is so hard.
I really was determined not to fail.
I am very frustrated.
That's why I haven't done any videos diaries over the past 2 days.
I think on Monday I am going to start again. I am going to plan my finances and write meal plans. I will also do as much craft as I've been meaning to do over the past year. I will listen to my records. I will watch 2 hours of Television a week (this can be a film or a program).
I just think I didn't plan this out before I started it. I thought i knew what I was going to do but I didn't.
So ta ta for now!